ONE OF THESE DAYS

I didn't notice

But I didn't care 

I tried being honest But that left me nowhere  

I watched the station 

Saw the bus pulling through 

And I don't mind saying a part of me left with you 

So one of these days I won't be afraid of staying with you

I hope and I pray waiting to find a way back to you

'Cause that's where I'm home…oh 

Did I make you nervous? 

Did I ask for too much? 

Was I not deserving one second of your touch?  

And one of these days I won't be afraid of staying with you

I hope and I pray waiting to find a way back to you

'Cause that's where I'm home… oh  

What would you do if I could have you? 

Oh if I could I'd let you feel everything I'm thinking 

Wouldn't that be nice?  

And one of these days I won't be afraid of staying with you

----> This song is for my ex-boyfriend. I love you still, and yes I want you back but when that day comes, I will hold you for the rest of my life!

When You've Loved Someone for so Long...

 

When you've loved someone for so long, it's almost effortless to fall back into old patterns. It's so easy to recall old glimpses of his face. It's so easy to search for old photos, old journal entries that made me shiver, and old moments that meant the world to me. And yes, it's so easy to put that person back on the pedestal, the same one where I kicked him off.

When you've loved someone for so long, it's so easy to forget why you swore off him in the first place. It's so easy to forget the years I spent wallowing. It's so easy to forget the pain he had caused me the moment I let myself believe there was a higher power bringing us together.

Science tells us that negative emotions are the easiest to recall because they imprint so much so easily; that's why we can never fully forget the names of the people who have wronged us, and why it's so hard to forgive sometimes. But when you've loved someone irrationally for so long, it takes so little to forget why you hated him to the core.

When you've loved someone for so long, it's so easy to think that the universe never stopped working to bring you back together.

I've Been Cheated

I believe in the saying that goes " Once a Cheater, Always a Cheater". Do cheaters don't really deserve second chances? I told myself I would never involve myself with a cheater. When a guy cheats on me, it would be his last chance to have me. Funny now that all my past relationships, guys always cheat on me. I've been blinded by so-called love. I've been cheated not just once, but twice in my relationships. And it seem like I'll always be with cheaters. Sometimes I ask myself, "is really something wrong with me?" Nope, nothing's wrong with me, it's just that I always chose to stay with wrong people.